Update on the G situation...

G works 4 days on, 4 off and these are long days- at work by 5am, often not home until after 6 (although he is meant to finish at 4). We chatted briefly Tuesday evening before his 4 days started. I told him that he could call in on his way to work and he said that would be nice and when I sent him a text reminding him, he replied with a ":-)" which I took to mean I might just do that! So When I woke up at 6am the following morning I thought- oh, he hasn't called in and he hasn't messaged me. So Wednesday evening I text him telling him that I hoped he had had a great day at work and that he had got some more work done on the sandpit he is building his kids. I heard nothing back. So I spent Thursday at work thinking that I really shouldn't pester him and I knew he was going to be busy at work as they are rolling something out over the next few weeks. So when I got home I sent him an email saying that I would love to catch up over the weekend. No reply! So Friday I had a good chat to a colleague (A) and friend at work who said that blokes can be different creatures and he asked me if I loved him and I was honest and said that ignoring me is a great way to make me realise that my feelings are deepening, but perhaps it is more the fear of rejection. A said that just because W had broken my heart, doesn't meant that all men are bastards.

So Friday night I mope about at home. I tell myself that really, G just isn't into me. Last night I get Indian take-away and come home and go back to the website to see what other blokes are there. But my heart isn't in it. So Imagine my surprise at 9.30 when I missed a call and there was a message on my message bank: "Hey me, it's me! I've sent you messages and you aren't replying to them and I wanted to see how you are" or something like that! I rang him straight back and it looks like I haven't been getting his messages. So we tried for ages to get our phones to sync! Then he tells me that he had texted me asking if he could call in after dinner with a colleague. We made tentative arrangements for Wednesday and I admitted that I wanted to see him now! He had already told me that he was leaving to drive 400km south for work today at 6am. So at 11.30 last night, after 2 hours on the phone I jumped in the car and headed over! It was lovely to kiss him again, and cuddle and snuggle and sleep so well and wake up to an alarm at 5am to be kissed! We both would have liked me to go south with him, but I am working tomorrow and he has planned to stay overnight. Plus as soon as I walked in the door this morning SFB rang to say he needed me to get the kids. I almost thought it was G ringing and almost answered it "So big boy, decided to turn round and come back and see me" so I am lucky I didn't! LOL!

I can feel myself now falling for G, and I think the smiles and kisses and caresses from him, plus the message last night and a couple of things he said makes me know that he is attracted to me too... When he found out I hadn't gotten his messages his first response was that I must have felt that I had been dumped! I said of course and he laughed! He said that he would never be a cad like that! So I am back smiling, and a little anxious about what the future might bring!