Is it me?

I feel like shit. The kind that someone has stepped in and tried to wipe off- squashed and wiped over.

I rang P, the shrink yesterday morning. He rang back and basically said to me that we needed to try marriage counselling. I told him that I didn't think it would help. W spoke to him and said that he thought I needed to sort out my 'issues'. W went to see him this morning and has come home believing that all is redeemable. When I got in with the kids close to 6 the kitchen had been tidied. I was even told that he enjoyed doing it. Miss I is totally confused and so am I.

P believes that W can change. I don't. I hate to see things so confused and stuffed up. I just don't know what to do :(