bloody hell

I suppose to be expected. I have just typed out a long post and now lost it.

Life sucks.

The valium should have kicked in by now and I will head back to bed. Can't sleep. we have no money, holiday with my family sucks, i am about to cancel W and my 2 nights at a city hotel as even though one night is free we can't afford it. my brother is being a bully all the time and I am told (in front of him) to put up with it. At least W sees how I hate the situationa nd has been giving me hugs...

Happy fucking birthday (not)