Today's appointment
Well I was right.
Doc T has recommended W go back to the clinic for a few weeks. Trouble is W doesn't want to go. I don't want him to go either, but if it is going to help him get better...
We talked about anger at our session this morning- how we both deflect our anger onto each other. This does not help our relationship! We talked about evil, but I think that Doc T's views of evil are different to mine!
At least W is thinking about going back to the clinic for a while, even though it will interrupt his studies. I have said that I am sure his lecturers will be sympathetic, but he doubts this.
I feel asleep on the couch yesterday afternoon and slept for about 2 hours. I then went to bed at 9.30 and slept until 7.15- sleeping through my alarm. I did wake up a few times, but it is the longest sleep i have had in a while. Trouble is I still feel tired. What I really want is to sleep for 100 years and be woken up to say this was all a bad dream and W is back as Prince Charming and all is well with the world! Why do we believe in fairy-tales and still hope for them? Will W and I have a happily ever after?
1 comment:
I really hope he does go and get the treatment that he needs so that you can get the rest you need and a break from the way he is behaving. I'm really worried about you burning out from all of this and then where will you be?
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