Retail Therapy

I should have tried to go to bed at 10 when I felt tired, but I didn't. The most 'spiritual' thing I have done this easter is just watch Jesus Christ Superstar on Ovation (pay TV).

I need to do something about my spiritual life so will make an appointment to see L who I saw last year. L is a Catholic religious.

I have also just done a lot of retail therapy- Amazon.co.uk! I looked for self help depression books, found a couple that are for carers of people with chronic and severe depression and also what looks like a fascinating book by a doctor who spent seven years struggling with severe depression including suicide attempts.

I just want them here now! Will do some reviewing when they arrive!

Think I will take some Valium (sp?) tonight to help me sleep. Kids were feral tonight and did not go to sleep until after 10 so I hope they will sleep in in the morning. We were going to go to the movies, but I told them after their behaviour tonight there was no way we were going anywhere tomorrow. I have hired a skip and if W will not help then I will clean out the garage and try and break up the concrete we need to get rid of.