I promised...
T I would post so I am going to...
I need courage. W is manipulating me and I am allowing it. He is making me believe that it is all my fault and that I am the wrongdoer. I am the one damaging the kids etc etc etc.
Fortunately my supervisor, H, called in to see me at work on Sunday. She thinks I need 6 months away from him. I am just totally confused.
I hold onto the fact that this time next Tuesday I will be in Sydney, probably with S :) Best of all I will not be with W or the kids. The kids will be safe in Melbourne. I am going to finish tidying the lounge then head to bed. Hopefully will be before I turn into a pumpkin.
1 comment:
About time you updated :-)
H's thought is probably a good one. I must admit I'd forgotten that when ex & I originally separated that it wasn't a matter of saying 'this is it, never again'. It was saying we can't live in the same house day after day with life as hellish as this as we need time apart.
Gee the things you remember.
Can't wait to see you.
S.
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