Tension

There is tension throughout the household. Miss 8 is very on edge. She is actually being quite bitchy. It is not helped that W and I have totally different parenting styles. She tells me that she prefers daddy as he is the soft one. Of course W loves this. Mr 5 is also picking up on tension and, although he is very tired, he is snappy and bursting into tears a lot.

I think even W is picking up on the tension. LOL! I have been trying to avoid him as much as possible. He finally noticed this morning after 2 days. I am so bloody exhausted that I had a day in bed. I surfed the net a bit and chatted with a few people. I managed to meet a few interesting people who were not just horny old men! LOL! I must admit that even though a lot of the guys I am chatting to only want me to flash my tits on cam (yeah right!) being told how nice your smile is or what beautiful eyes you have is nice.

W got home with the kids close to 6. I don't think he has finished any more assignments. Perhaps he was just avoiding me too. It makes for a challenging evening when the kids are home so late. At least I had not prepared dinner so whilst I was out at the supermarket, the kids did shower and I was doing homework with W whilst I cooked dinner. J has a fascination with the computer at the moment and was typing another story.

So now it is late and I am still not asleep. I am working for the next 4 days- tomorrow evening, Friday, Sat and Sun. It is the school fete on Saturday evening so I will go straight from work to there. W is refusing to go as he doesn't like socialising with the other parents, yet his big complaint is that we don't socialise. I give up. I know it is that he doesn't want to see some former parishioners there, but I will now need to care for 2 kids there after working all day. Such is life.